January 17, 2024

Whoops! I’m a witch

 Yall, for years I’ve been creating things with intention, meditating on the love I have for the people I am making them for and the important life events they are celebrating, what I wish for them, etc. I’ve been growing herbs and flowers for medicinal use. When my children are sad I fill their stuffies with ‘Mama Love’ so they can snuggle it - I hug it and imagine my love and comforting feelings for them traveling into the stuffy like a laser from my heart. 

I’m superstitious as hell, just on accident. 

Potions, talismans, energy, ‘signs from the universe.’ A witch.

March 1, 2023

 Right now I want a horse the way a sixteen year old girl does. I am speaking from a place of authority, as I cried every night for a week when I thought I wouldn’t be able to buy Faux Pas when I was sixteen. 

Only now I have more will power. Still… I looked at a bunch of rescue horses, found a great one and boarding at a center that has a strong dressage focus. 

January 11, 2023

Note

I am putting this here in case I ever need to remember it. I have imagined that if Mr. A and I do a vow renewal, that we would have it serve as a reminder that we are more than a couple, but also all of the relationships we’ve built, and all of the friends and family who support us. It would be family friendly and SUPER casual: back yard or public park, potluck, flowers from my garden or that of a loved one, yard games, and bring your own instruments for entertainment, with a pre-determined (and announced so that people can get comfortable with them) list of songs we’d like to play with folks.